病了。。

我。。

病了，

好久。。

病的是心，不是情，而是“心”

因为。。

不知何时。。

习惯了武装自己，
习惯了不向人倾诉，
习惯了不向人求饶，
习惯了我行我素，
习惯了微笑带过，
也习惯了一个人。

外面的喧闹世界，融入不了。
吵杂的声音，迷失了自我。
深夜人静的时刻，才感觉自己。

人在华丽的世界，但心是活在封闭里。

有谁？能为我打开这扇门？

看来。。



我真的。。病得不轻。。

我还是我。。

人人都说，雨后总会天晴。。

脸颊的泪水,终究还是得抹去。。

苦声哀求，哭诉，依然不是我的作风。。

所以，

心里的挣扎，无人明了。。

背负好多责任，也知道逃避不了，但请让我歇歇吧，

因为我知道，任务终究得完成。。

因为。。


我还是我。

Congrats Kian Hwa & Valerie Tan!

Congrats once again! It's my buddy wedding! He & his lovely bride came all the way down from Singapore to our shore to host his wedding buffet @ Tanah Merah last morning. But sadly I can't make it because I'm having some trouble to accompany my mom.

But in other hand I'm glad that I received a call from my buddy Brian in afternoon saying that there'll be a small birthday gathering for my buddy Kian Hwa. Ops, I've forgotten, it's his birthday! along with his wedding! So you can receive angpao and birthday cake + birthday wish! Clever decision eh. :))

So I met everyone @ Kemaman Kopitiam around 11pm, even though I heard they say meetup @ 10.30pm. I did arrive on time. :) Well, who's there? It's our twin Ms. Vivian Lee, Cheryln Gan, Brian & Wifey, Michael, Jun, Mr. Head, and Mr. Ruiyih & Gf were there too.

We did chat alot, bullshitings, cock-talking session, and yeah, there was alot, alot FIFA worldcup discussion too.. Talking about who's gonna win for the next game, Uruguay or France? I've totally got no idea about footballs, *mouth-zipped* But I guess Jun, Brian & Michael surely gonna place some heavy bet for this session.

So, that's all folks for tonight. It's 6 in the morning now, another sleepless again. :)

Hereby I wish my buddy Kian Hwa & Valarie's marriage last forever.. *Best Regards*

Revival..

I've been blogging since July 2009. And I thought it's time to shutdown my old blog and have a new start here. There're many memories back in my life. Life's like roller coaster, it's up and down. That's why I'm here, for a new start, so let's rock!

Everything here will be personal. I express, I share and I confess everything that happen in my life. You're freely to stay or may leave here whenever you want. It's that simple. :))